I had a sister that was four years older then myself.
One night my cousin came over to spend the night with her. The next
morning, my mom and I had to go out, so my dad stayed and watched my
sister and cousin. When my mom and I were on our way home, we could not
turn onto our street. The police had the road blocked off. We noticed that
there was a helicopter in front of our house. We were told that my sister
had been hit by a car.
My sister was taken to the hospital
where she would die a week later at the age of eight. This may sound
depressing, but it is one of the most important events in my life. The
week my sister was in the hospital, the pastor of the church my
grandparents attended visited with my mom. During that visit, my mom
accepted Christ as her Saviour!
After my mom got saved, she started
taking me to church. At the age of four I made a profession of faith.
Every week my mom was faithful in taking me to church. She had always
taught me that God had made me special. I did not understand what that
meant, but I believed it. In fact, the first sticker I had for my
wheelchair said, "Please be patient, God isn't finished with me yet."
By this time, I had already learned
how to sit on my own, write with my foot, feed myself, and climb up and
down the stairs. Since kindergarten, I grew up in mainstream schooling.
The teachers and the other students treated me just like the other
students.
When I reached my teen years, I
became a rebellious teenager. I started hanging out with the wrong type of
people, and listening to the wrong types of music. I threatened to kill my
mother, and then commit suicide. However, I realized that because of my
condition, I would not be able to go through with it. I also
realized that NOTHING is worth killing yourself over, therefore, I decided
to leave home.
I went to a "friends" house, but he
refused to take care of me. I was forced to go back home. Later on, I was
glad because I found out that my "friend" was arrested for second-degree
murder. That could have been me arrested, or even dead. I would have died
without Christ and gone straight to hell.
In the fall of 1995, my church was having a
week-long revival meeting. On that Wednesday night, four days after my 18th
birthday, I trusted Christ as my Saviour! Remember, when I was four I made a
profession of faith, but on October 4, 1995, I trusted Christ as my only way to
heaven. That was a true possession of faith. Amen!